I am still in disbelieve as life has never been very fair to me when it comes to choosing a life partner. I started dating at the age of 26 hoping i will straightaway get the dream girl, finish with my career and set sail to the isles together. No! Not really! In the real world real things happens. I had several attempt to settle down but i didnt get it right. I looked at myself in the mirror and asked this question; "What is wrong with me". I had traveled from South to West, North to East; it eluded me. I prayed and fast still i felt maybe i was meant to be a "Pope/Priest". I cried all night and thought i came to life 'too early' or 'too late'. I stopped searching and told myself i will do the exact reverse. I focused on me;- "I changed the way i talk, the way i smile and just be real. I decided one day, let me give one more try at this. I went on searching, I bumped into 'My fiancee' online and sent her a message for a start. I didnt get a responds until after 2weeks. I was curious to see how far it will go. Having chatted online for few weeks, we exchanged numbers and start talking over the phone. Our communication was not that great but i encouraged myself not to give up. I wanted to see her but she never want me in her life yet. She gave me all excuses not to see her. I thought maybe it could just be another girl who just like to play around but never serious. I became furious and stopped communicating. I pray to God, if it is his will, he will make this work. We stopped communicating until after one evening, i dugged up her number from past history calls. Its been 1 year in June 2019 we spoke. I called her just to know how she is doing. I asked if she had settle down, to my amazement, she said 'No". Wow, I quickly said to myself,'i need to pop the question'. I asked her out, it felt i picked it up where we left it, only after 2week we had chatted. She agreed to date me. We have been through alot of rough and sharps, still we are still standing as one. Life lesson: "Its never Over until, its Over". I never gave up on her. All along she has been mine waiting for me but i guess the time was right and as we speak, we have done our "intro" and i would need your support for the "Big" Day