Dear Dairy, I am just a baby writing out my mind so I can come back to remember this day and smile... The past 7months of this handsome Baby has been very challenging... I was only two months when I noticed I would blank out and go dark for minutes, hanging lifeless after some time I would come back to my senses with so much pain... I wish it was something I could fight well I would have fought it and am sure I would win just with the help of God and my parents. My mum is the best woman I have ever known she went out of her way possible to know what was wrong. My Dad was never left out cos He is my number 1 Hero. He joined the crusade of making sure I was fine though he had this hatred for hospital. Now am 9months today, they have spent the 7months of their lives making sure I was fine carrying me from one hospital to hospital, giving up all they have just cos they never want to give up on me.... Yet no response from my immune system cos my heart is diagnosed of Tetralogy of Fallot Dorv varient a very rare case. I can't watch my body go through this pain so if you know how to reach God call Him for me cos everyday my parents are in pain so am I too. I never choose this part my parents were enever alcoholics or drug addicts it all happened for God known reason..... I guess it's time I said it out cos this is my race it's going to be a very long one am not in a rush to get to the finishing line All I need is Either God heals me of this disease and every other thing or I am to undergo a heart surgery to fix me..... But how do my parents pay when it's above what they can afford. Knowing fully we'll that case is a very rare case 1 out of every 5000 children born around the world... All I want to say is please help them out they are in serious need and I can't keep quiet about it anymore Dear dairy I can't write anymore cos i need to sleep so my body can prepare for the journey of tomorrow Happy new month... To you all Baby Emmanuel.